His form has passed away and he has become a mirror (Rumi)
Here, Sunlight offers a Mathnawi story of the dervish BayazidBestami, in a version by Barks, and a translation by Nicholson:
That magnificent dervish, Bayazid Bestami,came to his disciples and said,”I am God.”It was night, and he was drunk with his ecstasy.”There is no God but me. You should worship me.”
At dawn, when he had returned to normal,they came and told him what he’d said.”If I say that again,bring your knives and plunge them into me. Godis beyond the body, and I am in this body.Kill me when I say that.”Each student then sharpenedhis knife, and again Bayazid drank the God-Wine.The sweet dessert-knowing came. The Inner Dawnsnuffed his candle. Reason, like a timid advisor,faded to a far corner as the Sun-Sultanentered Bayazid.Pure spirit spoke through him.Bayazid was not there. The “he” of his personalitydissolved. Like the Turk who spoke fluent Arabic,then came to, and didn’t know a word.The Lightof Godpoured into the empty Bayazid and became words.
Muhammed did not dictate the Qur’an. God did.The mystic osprey opened its wings in Bayazidand soared.”Inside my robethere is nothing but God.How long will you keep looking elsewhere!”
The disciples drew their knifes and slashed outlike assassins, but as they stabbed at their Sheikh,they did not cut Bayazid. They cut themselves.
There was no mark on that Adept,but the students were bleeding and dying.
Those who somewhat held back, respecting their Teacher,had only lightly wounded themselves.Aselfless Onedisappears into Existence and is safe there.He becomes a mirror. If you spit at it,you spit at your own face.
If you see an ugly face there, it’s yours.If you see Jesus and Mary, they’re you.
Bayazid became nothing,that clear and that empty.
A saint puts your image before you.When I reach this point, I have to close my lips.
Those of you who are love-drunk on the edge of the roof,sit down, or climb down. Every moment spent in Unionwith the Beloved is a dangerous delight,like standing on a roof-edge.Be afraid up there,of losing that connection, and don’t tell anybodyabout it. Keep your secret.
— Mathnawi IV: 2102-2148Version by Coleman Barks”Delicious Laughter”Maypop, 1990
The story of Bayazid’s – may God sanctify his spirit- saying, “Gloryto me! How grand is my estate!” and the objection raised by hisdisciples, and how he gave them an answer to this, not by the wayof speech but by the way of vision (immediate experience).
That venerable dervish, Bayazid, came to his disciples, saying,”Lo, I am God.”That master of the (mystic) sciences said plainly in drunkenfashion, “Hark, there is no god but I, so worship me.”When that ecstasy had passed, they said to him at dawn,”Thou saidest such and such, and this is impiety.”He said, “This time, if I make a scandal, come on at once anddash knives into me.God transcends the body, and I am with the body: ye mustkill me when I say a thing like this.”When that (spiritual) freeman gave the injunction, eachdisciple made ready a knife.Again he (Bayazid) became intoxicated by that potent flagon:those injunctions vanished from his mind.The Dessert came: his reason became distraught. The Dawncame: his candle became helpless.Reason is like the prefect: when the sultan arrives, the help-less prefect creeps into a corner.Reason is the shadow of God: God is the sun: what powerhath the shadow to resist His sun?When a genie prevails over (gains possession of) a man, theattributes of humanity disappear from the man.Whatsoever he says, that genie will (really) have said it: theone who belongs to this side will have spoken from (the controlof) the one who belongs to yonder side.Since a genie hath this influence and rule, how (much morepowerful) indeed must be the Creator of that genie!His (the possessed man’s) “he” (personality) is gone: he hasin sooth become the genie: the Turk, without (receiving) Divineinspiration, has become a speaker of Arabic*.When he comes to himself, he does not know a word (ofArabic). Inasmuch as a genie hath this essence and quality,Then how, pray, should the Lord of genie and man have in-feriority to the genie?If a pot-valiant fellow has drunk the blood of a fierce lion, youwill say that the wine did it, not he;And if he fashion words of old (pure) gold*, you will say thatthe wine has spoken those words.A wine hath this (power to excite) disturbance and com-motion: hath not the Light of God that virtue and potencyTo make you entirely empty of self, (so that) you should belaid low and He should make the Word lofty (within you)?Though the Qur’an is (dictated) from the lips of the Prophetif any one says God did not speak it, he is an infidel.When the huma of selflessness took wing (and soared),Bayazid began (to repeat) those words.The flood of bewilderment swept away his reason: he spokemore strongly than he had spoken at first,(Saying), “Within my mantle there is naught but God: howlong wilt thou seek on the earth and in heaven?”All the disciples became frenzied and dashed their knives athis holy body.Like the heretics of Girdakuh, every one was ruthlessly*stabbing his spiritual Director.Every one who plunged a dagger into the Shaykh was re-versely making a gash in his own body.There was no mark (of a wound) on the body of that possessorof the (mystic) sciences, while those disciples were wounded anddrowned in blood.Whoever aimed a blow at his throat saw his own throat cut,and died miserably;And whoever inflicted a blow on his breast, his (own) breastwas riven, and he became dead for ever;And he that was acquainted with that (spiritual) emperor ofhigh fortune, (and) his heart (courage) did not consent to strikea heavy blow,Half-knowledge tied his hand, (so that) he saved his life andonly wounded himself.Day broke, and the disciples were thinned: wails of lamenta-tion arose from their house.Thousands of men and women came to him (Bayazid), saying,”0 thou in whose single shirt the two worlds are contained,If this body of thine were a human body, it would have beendestroyed, like a human body, by the daggers.”A self-existent one encountered a selfless one in combat: theself-existent one drove a thorn into his own eye (hurt himself).0 you who stab the selfless ones with the sword, you arestabbing your own body with it. Beware!For the selfless one has passed away (in God) and is safe: he isdwelling in safety for ever.His form has passed away and he has become a mirror:naught is there but the form (image) of the face of another.If you spit (at it), you spit at your own face; and if you strikeat the mirror, you strike at yourself;And if you see an ugly face (in that mirror), ’tis you; and ifyou see Jesus and Mary, ’tis you.He is neither this nor that: he is simple (pure and free fromattributes of self): he has placed your image before you.When the discourse reached this point, it closed its lips; whenthe pen reached this point, it broke to pieces.Close thy lips (0 my soul): though eloquence is at thy com-mand, do not breathe a word and God best knoweth the rightway.0 you who are drunken with the wine (of love), you are onthe edge of the roof: sit down or (else) descend, and peace bewith you!Every moment when you enjoy (union with the Beloved),deem that delightful moment to be the edge of the roof.Be trembling for (fear of losing) the delightful moment: con-ceal it like a treasure, do not divulge it.Lest calamity suddenly befall (your) plighted love, take heed,go very fearfully into that place of ambush.The spirit’s fear of loss at the moment of enjoyment is (thesign of its) departure (descent) from the hidden roof-edge.If you do not see the mysterious roof-edge, (yet) the spirit isseeing, for it is shuddering (with fear).Every sudden chastisement that has come to pass has takenplace on the edge of the turret of enjoyment.Indeed there is no fall except (on) the edge of the roof: (take)warning from (the fate of) the people of Noah and the people ofLot.
— “The Mathnawi of Jalalu’ddin Rumi”Edited and translated by Reynold A. NicholsonVolume IV, verses 2102-2154Published by “E.J.W.Gibb Memorial”,Cambridge, England.First published 1926, Reprinted 1990.
* “if he fashion words of old (pure) gold”:I.e. “if he speak with perfect eloquence.”* “like the heretics of Girdakuh”: The Assassins.* “every one was ruthlessly stabbing his spiritual Director”:Literally, “without distress or fatigue.”